Wednesday, March 25, 2015

DENIAL (Part-1)

During this journey that I had to travel alone, was something and someone that really kept me intact. It was like a breeze in the ocean, everything felt so good and exciting. I could pay anything to be able to live in that moment forever. The best time of my life was there just in front of me, probably all the pain and grief I had to be through to achieve made it more pleasing for my soul. There was this sudden rush inside of me that was making me combat even the butterflies that each passing moment gave me. Sometimes I guess if we stop cribbing over the things we don't have and instead enjoy what actually is near us, life can be more adventurous. Pleasant and soothing thats something that can supposedly describe the feeling I was going through that day. The day begun with my cup of coffee resting by my side which usually is a pain to make in the morning. After all the mild shower and dressing up in the dress that was really pretty. I decided to let this day be just another normal day. When you think that you'll not let this day be bad to you thats when the real deal begins. After tossing myself on the road in that sucky pair of heels because my car had decided not to be good to me today. I was so messed up that I didn't realise how late I had been to work. So I was ready for the amount of vexation that bossy head is going to throw my way but to my sudden realisation he was actually smiling my way today. I mean that was so new, was I looking okay ? I hope I haven't changed myself into a clown. Anyway thats so secondary to the fact that guy was actually smiling, this was the first time in 3 years I actually saw him smile towards an employee who was late to work. 

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