I was a fucking fool

Whats this spark inside of me ? Why does it make my heart burn with joy ?

Is that the wait before a thunderstorm strikes?

I was asking these questions to myself while glancing out of the window into the deep blue sky. This spark inside of me was making me restless, this was the first time that I was feeling it. What did it signify? Well, too many questions which were desperate for answers. My mind was slipping out of my body, my heart was pounding so loud I could here it. There he was standing with a  cigarette right next to his deep pink lips. Oh god he’s so perfect, that black shirt makes him even more attractive to the eye. He is looking at me and I can surely make out that he is going to be there for me to stare. We are the people who make other people jealous. When we are together its like time is just gonna stop and let us be on our own. I am proud of having him in my life, he’s that one thing I want to hold on to forever. He’s the man all men should be, he plays with my seriousness and at the same time makes me laugh, he is that perfect diamond among the coal. 

Oh just by the way he’s my best friend.