Being a bitch! Is it bad? Are you in guilt? Are you afraid? Are you really that?
So many questions and me and my fucked upness.
I have gone through it all alone.
Love-pain
Trust-broken
Beliefs-no more
Relationships-dont care
You-gone
Me-shattered and turned into a bitch
You-come back, try to bring the old me.
What is it some joke? Its my fucking life that you intend to control. I dont want you anymore neither do i want you to try to get us back. Is it my fault that you never cared for me in the first place. You left me all by myself. Facing the world all shattered and broken. And when I managed to prove the world how strong and happy I am. You thought of coming back, because you thought she is a weak personality she can be broken and moulded into whoever I want. But babby this time you aint getting your wish fulfilled, the pain you gave me was such a gain for me. The way you left me, made me think am so free. You not being here, makes everything look so clear. Maybe after getting me back you'll feel the joy, but baby I aint no toy. I wonder why I loved you, till today I have no clue. Baby you need to understand that it is all over, because I aint no lover. So forget the past, and run towards your future really fast. Am tired of running. Leave me alone, because now am stoned. No feelings, no attachments, no hatreds, no love, no sadness. Yes thats me as a bitch. DEAL WITH IT!!
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