Anti-LOVE.

Am I scared of love?
Recently, met this one really amazing person. Well, I dont know what does he think of me. But I have considered him as a friend and will always remain. The thing with our friendship is that we dont know where it might end, what all I know is I wont let it get ruined by getting any feelings for him. Even if they arise, they will be shut. No idea whether he likes spending time with me or not, but I surely love it.
There are some things I want to confess to him, its better I tell him rather than he getting to know it from some place else. But I dont have the fucking guts to do so, am scared that he might end up being a stranger again. As I have learned that its better have trust worthy and loyal friendship then not have one. Does it really happen?  Is every friend always loyal to you?
Guess this is life, you have to be friends with the person you might generate feelings for one day. All I want to say is please be my friend always, dont wanna loose you. You gave me some really special memories to cherish.  Thank youu for that. Please stop caring and concerning for me so much. I aint worth it and scared of getting addictive. If the coffee was a date then would love to have more of itt.
Sarddd love it is :P
Love to you <3