Saturday, August 10, 2013

No MORE!!

Why do I Love You so much?
I wonder what makes me get attracted towards to you so much. Is it even good by my part to shut my feelings for you and not let you know what you mean to me. You are part of my life I wouldnt want to let go off because thr desire I have for you I dont think I wont be able to bring it back in me after this. You are the part I wouldnt want to let go off, I wouldnt want to loose sight of, maybe you arent that bad maybe am wrong maybe us is wrong. But in the end what matters is you are here with me, not letting me go, making me realise how special I am to you and dont want to le go of this feeling. I might not tell you about my feelings I might not force you to stay, the reason behind all this is just that am scared. Scared to loose you, scared to be broken again, scared to get a fool made off. Frankly speaking I dont think the way I feel about you, you'll ever be able to feel the same way for me and this makes me realise how crazly and madly am in love with you. I know I dont deserve you and you'll find chicks hotter, sexier, prettier and even smarter than me. But just so you know you wont ever be able to find a loving heart like mine, a soul that doesnt want to let go off you. And you might go for chicks as mentioned but in the end you'll regret leaving me and maybe then you want to come back to me again but I wont be there waiting I will move on knowing am not a toy to which you can return whenever you want. And then I will say ' I'll never be the same if we ever meet again.'
So you may find chicks better than me but when you are done chasing them I know you'll return but all you'll find at that time is going to be regret and loneliness.
Because baby you dont understand the importance of a person when she's with you but you understand it when she's gone. Dont think i'll cry and crib of loosing you but instead i'll be happy with what I have. I'll be there to sympathize with you but not to be your partner. Because as they what once is gone is gone whatever you do you arent getting it back man.

" PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE
                         SOMETIMES THEY DO COME BACK
  BUT THAT SOMETIME IS ALSO FOR SOMETIME
          ONCE YOU LET GO OFF IT
                             YOU AREN'T GETTING IT BACK"

People also get tired of waiting and after the wait maybe they'll find someone better than you, who wont let go off them the way you did, who will understand them the way you didnt,  who'll care for them the way you didnt, who has a better heart which you didnt, who wont hurt them the way you did and most importantly who'll love them more than you did.

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